Everything was going ok today. I got up, went to work, drank 3 litres of lemonade throughout the day, didn’t drink the SWF, just couldn’t bear it anymore but did everything else just as I should. Got home, took dog for a walk and then got on the scales and was just just devestated. 142lbs. 142LBS How the fuck did that happen. How can someone put on 5 lbs in weight when all they’ve had is 3 litres of lemonade. Given that a litre weighs 1 kg which is about 2 1/2 lbs. I had only ingested 7 1/2 lbs all day in fluid and what, has my body retained 5 lbs of that.
I had just had enough. I started making some homemade vegetable and quorn stew for the kids dinner tomorrow and I was starving. I started picking at a few pieces of raw carrot and then decided that when it was cooked, I was going to have a bowl. Fuck the cleanse, I felt like a woman on the edge, about to go crazy and go to the shop and get a bottle of wine and a tub of Ben n Jerry’s Ice Cream and eat the whole fuckin lot!!
I decided that I couldn’t wait for the stew to cook, it was just taking too long, so I had a piece of toast with half a tin of beans. I could literally feel my body crying out for protein. I never have meat in the house so I ended up getting a small piece of cheese to dip in my beans. Bloody lovely. Never has beans on toast tasted so good.
I later went to my auntie’s to help them set up a laptop where I had a can of lager and then came home later. The stew was ready and I had a big bowl. I’m now feeling fat again, but satisfied.
Weight at 7pm: 142lbs!!
What the fuck!!!!!